never promise it!

i wanted to be slim just like those chicks, no bellies involved, i want to have those curves, i want to have those slim type arms with a bit of abs. i want to be one of those typically tagged as "sexy"..
things taht i have done to do it..
1. list the food that i should just eat everyday
-come with rice, 1 cup of rice, veges and meat.

 2. sit ups every morning. so i ended up hungry after this activity :)

3. 3 cups of coffee per day

4.sleep when i feel im craving for something.

5. eat. i cant fight the feeling.

6.promise to go to the gym (too expensive) so just promise! that would be someday :DD

7.skip dinner.( angry mode)

8.drink soda on lunch.. and promise.. *(these would be the last)*

9.dance.. every morning . 2mins( that's enough)

10. walk along the street and eat street foods with my nedj :)))

at the end of the day.. i go back to the bed with the wish of being sexy and motivating my self that its not all about the body, it's all about the attitude. but the problem is i don't think i have that.  :)
when it's all about diet? i always luck a vitamin.. and that would be vitamin D------- discipline.